The crying, the whining, the Greif and the pain

Drives you crazy , dizzy and insane

Once the precious,  the righteous, the courteous

turns vicious,  venomous and abnoxious...

Renders you futile, immobile , hostile and fragile

Ernstwhile, you were agile, versatile and very worthwhile!

The then - 

Couldn't can't care even for a second

Wouldn't won't think  not more than  a minute

And the now -

 Can't stand the presence in any sense

And everything turning utter non sense

Between the two, in wonder I'm awaken,

If the bridge was built or broken!

Never would this soul I'd want to come across, 

Never should our lives criss cross;

You were always mine but I never was yours

Never ever going to be,  even in the next billion light years!