The ruthlessness of life!  

Posted by Divya A L in

Never had an hint,

When following instincts;
That something casual,
Turned deep and intangible;

Like the fresh air amidst the green,
Like the feel of rain droplets on the skin;
The galore of sweet thoughts,
Reigned in the heart;

And there stood the monsterous fate,
Laughing cynically closing the gate;
To end it even before it could start,
With little or no chance to retort;

Finding the way back, turned around to gaze,
Found abandoned in the middle of a big beautiful maze;
Looking out for exit to get to,
In vain, had no luck hitherto....

My Handwriting Analysis Report! :)  

Posted by Divya A L


This personality profile is based on the writing of Divya A L created at the website: Handwriting - Handwriting University's Official automated personality report creator based on standardized basic personality traits as taught through Handwriting University's Certification Level Program.

Divya is a very emotional person with a broad range of emotions from the highest highs to the lowest lows. She feels emotional situations very strongly. She'll flash to the very peaks of elation, sweeping everything before her. Then, for some reason unknown to herself, she will burn out emotionally. These mood swings can be very disturbing to her. Sometimes, she feels that she can no longer produce anything. But, after given some time alone to "recharge her emotional batteries", she will spring back into action.

Because Divya feels situations intensely, she relates easily to others' problems. If she is not careful, when she comes into contact with someone who is in a depressed frame of mind, she will also suffer the same emotions and change moods. Divya reacts impulsively, without much thought before hand. She may plan everything in detail before she even begins, then do it completely different when the time comes to carry it through.

Divya has the possibility of being a actor or natural born salesperson, simply because she relates so well to other people. She likes expressing how she feels, what she is doing, and what she plans to do. She is a people person.

She will work most efficiently in a people orientated job as opposed to a job working alone on an assembly line (that would drive her insane.)

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Divya doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Divya is sensitive to criticism about her ideas and philosophies. She will sometimes worry what people will think if she tells them what she believes in. This doesn't mean she won't talk, or that she feels ashamed. It merely means she is sensitive to what others think, regarding her beliefs.

Divya is talkative. She enjoys talking and socializing. She may talk when there is absolutely nothing important to say. She enjoys speaking.

Divya can be defiant. She sometimes has the attitude that if someone doesn't like it the way she is doing it, then they can just "go to hell!" This trait may reveal itself in a rebellious nature that is always ready to resist forces which she thinks are infringing upon her freedom of action.

In reference to Divya's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Divya slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Divya can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Divya is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Divya basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

One way Divya punishes herself is self directed sarcasm. She is a very sarcastic person. Often this sarcasm and "sharp tongued" behavior is directed at herself.

Divya has a temper. She uses this as a defense mechanism when she doesn't understand how to handle a situation. Temper is a hostile trait used to protect the ego. Temper can be a negative personality trait in the eyes of those around her.

Divya has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. People open up easily to her. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

Flirting in kelgu + a language murder!! :D  

Posted by Divya A L

sh: yella unnavu ra

me: ???

sh: yen chestunnavu

telgu raaadaaa

naki vastadi

me: nenu movie ticket book chestu unnanu

sh: breakfast chesyavaa?

me: hoon chesaanu

sh: nenu neeki chaala miss chestunaanu

me: yapppaaa

vodde same to same dialogues chappaddu, seema laaga

daaniki picchekkindaa?

FB lo naa maanam theestundu left n right

nee comment baagunnindi


dress color gurinchi

sh: :D

it took a while to understand

but i actually did!

me: hahahahahahahhaha

sh: adi seema bagaledu

me: hahahahahahhahaha

emi ala ante?

seema bagaledu?? LOL

sh: adi

me: :D

sh: hey


me: daantho chapthaanu

sh: no laughing buisness

lemme speak

seema undigadhaa

adi peechi papaa

me: paapa kaade

aunty adi

sh: yem yemo mathladthadi

yeah yeah


me: frustrated housewife

sh: dhanki telidhu

me: laaga

sh: hun ade

yemi sexy antha

hot anta

dhanki telidhu

andakke allaga chapthundi

she thinks its kool( i donno how to say that in telgu)

me: hahaha

sh: na maryaade teeshi yakadki yesindhi anta naake telidhu :(

inka ni gurinchi nennu yenu matladake agudilla :P

me: adi kool ankotundi alaaga maatladithe :D LOL... idiot.. nan telugu ishto ashto barodu haallaythu


sh: :D

me: neekendukamma telugu picchhii pattindi??

sh: ledu

me: naake inka raadu... nuvvu nerchukoni yevaritho show off cheyyali??

sh: nenu telgu nerchkuntuntanu


naki nuuvu kavali


sh: :D

me: yapppppppppaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

sh: hehehe

me: naaaku nee meeda doubt vasthu vundi...

sh: nuuvu ante naaki istam



me: Nee mogudiki chapputhaanu

sh: hahaha

he has let me free

me: neeki rest of the scanned letters pampisthaanu


lover ki raase laaga raasinaavu


sh: :( yenadu nuvvu naa maryade meedha eye undi

me: entha navvutuntinooo aa roju neeku call chesiva tharuvaatha

nee anniversary roju

sh: neenu yem chesyanu neeku

what did u say??

i didnt get that

all ooo u u uuuu vaaa

artha agthilla le

me: nenu "sweet memories" ni, nee tho share cheskonta untini anthe



my God cant believe I can flirt like this !!

sh: hehe

me: that too with a "married" FEMALE!!

sh: i m improving ur skills baby! ;)

me: flirting skills aa?

sh: yup!

me: adi naaku raadu :-|

sh: neenu neeki teach chestanu

me: naaku kopam vasthundi ala maatladithe

sh: worry cheskovu

yenduku kopam

me: hahahahah

sh: jayam ravali

aryaaa ravali

i mean

anthaaa loveu ravalli

me: naaku "worry" EMIII ledu thalli :)

sh: feel chesko chalu na love ni

me: yapppppppppppppaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

sh: hehehe

me: guess whttt??

sh: ROTFL her


me: nenu ipudu deenni FB lo post chesthe ela untundani ankuntu unnanu


sh: neeki FB medhaa yenthi "astu " LOVEU

me: nuvvunnaaavu gaa, anduke antha lovvuuuu (not bad yaaa.. ;) )

sh: yeppadu chusthe farming chesthavu,photo tag chestavu,fake kingdom build chestavu

sh: oscars kuda fake

yenthi ni problem chappu?

me: yedaina kotthaga cheyyaalani anpisthu untundi

anduke aa dubba apps ni try chesthu untaanu

sh: avaga blog bari le

karma kanda!

me: hahaha

le adanna neenu vodolla

sh: in telgu it will be like

me: I swear

i wil copy paste this

sh: karmaauuu kandavaa

sh: w ru ?

me: office dear

sh: ok sar

panni cheyi



me: hahahha

karmavuuu khaandavuuuu!!

iiisshhhhhh..... :$  

Posted by Divya A L

To many of my colleagues, I appear to be a college student pursuing internship here. There have been numerous instances when they have come to me and told - "How did the interviews go?" , "have you been taken in?" "When is your joining date?" etc ... Today, there was another such instance... and I felt good about it, considering that I've been growing horizontally in the last couple of months....

"Hey hi... So, AUG 1st is your joining date? " he(an intern) asked when I was leaving for breakfast...

I was preoccupied with the thought of choosing my breakfast (something that doesn't add extra calories).

"No. What about yours?" I asked, as the context started to sink in my mind.

"I re-joined this monday. I thought RV people had it on AUG 1st".

Then I gave a broad smile and explained him that I joined here as a lateral. Then I proceeded towards the cafeteria. On the way I met another friend (my cabmate), who had told I looked very chubby these days (you know, the HR-way ;) ) I told her that someone just asked me if I was an intern here and her chubby theory was quite diminishing. Then I heard someone calling me... When I turned back, to my awe, it was the same intern right behind me . I am dead sure he had overheard my conversation....

AND THATS GODDAMN EMBARRASSING!!! :((((((( Why the hell does it happen ONLY with me and ALWAYS?? It could be an implication from my past life... :D

My mom's color therapy.  

Posted by Divya A L

It happened over a message exchange conversation. Like I had said here, my mom's a mobile enthusiast.

Msg 1 (Mom):
Pass this to your friends and see how many colors you get!!!
Red:you should improve your nature
Blue: You are different from others
Purple: I like when you tease me
Pink: You are so pretty and cute
Orange: I love you
Green: I really enjoy your company
Yellow: You are my best friend
Black: You are selfish
Violet: Its fun to fight with you
Brown: I can't understand your nature
White: Naughty
Now reply - which color for me?

My reply:

Msg 2: Send same message to me. I am like your friend know.

My Reply: Re-sent msg 1 to her (Neatly following step-by-step procedure)

Msg 3: Yellow Green Orange. I sent 3 colors. You sent only one.

Me reply:"Now reply - which color for me?" I did not know I can send more than 1 color!

Msg 4: Its ok. You did not read first line which tells "colors". Anyway there is little red for you. That you must control your anger!

I stopped replying

Msg 5: The only drawback is your anger. If you have to control that you must do yoga.

Msg 6: Blue - be different not indifferent. Purple - Tease me in limits. (I wonder what she will do if she reads this post ;) )

Msg 7: Brown - I can't understand why you cant pick one "good" guy and get married.

Msg 8: Also violet. You must speak politely. Otherwise it will be like a fight only! Only I can tolerate that. Nobody else will. I know your intentions are good, but the way you speak is not proper. Fine tune that.

After 8 messages, they stopped.

I finally replied: White and pink are pending still.

Msg 9: Pink you are. I don't like to tell it out. White - you are silent now a days. You should talk, fight, pull legs and be naughty.

My reply: ??!!!????!!!!

Her message 9 contradicted all her previous messages.

What a day it was!  

Posted by Divya A L

1. Met up with an old friend (ex colleague) of mine and tried my hands on Mrudangam... she said it was for "energetic" people by looking at my pathetic attempts of trying to get some "real" sound out of it. She seems more like an older sister to me, caring, supportive, welcoming and just so close to heart!

2. Met up with a pretty new friend (ex colleague). A nice company to be with, intellectual and has a great sense of humor! Oh, I just realized, I cannot, not only talk my mind out to this person but also write about it. Have not been able to tell/ask something since long. Why - Don't know!

3. Met up with a not so old friend (ex colleague) of mine who was vacating out of Bangalore at the old friend's place in 1. Though we don't speak much or hardly chat or talk, we feel we know each other so well! (Today, I bought a book(PS I Love You) to gift her and she gifted me a book(Only Time will tell) too :))

4. Went out for shopping with friend in 3 to kormangla...

5. And I was driving almost the entire day! ITS DEFINITELY SICKENING! Have a bad head ache already!

6. A very old friend of mine called up as soon as I was back home! (a 12th classmate and an ex-colleague) I was totally surprised! We were out of touch almost since 3 years (not even on FB) and suddenly this call!

It indeed feels really good when someone remembers you as more than just another "ex colleague or a classmate" :)

Well, it was my long, tiring but a nice day out with many ex-colleagues today! :)

An year already!!  

Posted by Divya A L

Celebrating exactly an year's overwhelming happiness!!

A mild heart attack!  

Posted by Divya A L

My heart skipped several beats today at Bruno's strange, weird behavior.... I never ever want to witness this again! :( :( Love you sweetie pie!

Not getting any sleep!